15 January 2007

Berlin: Scratching the Surface


Berlin is a blister of historical significance with it's future always lying just below the surface of the skin, waiting to erupt if you are willing to stay long enough to scratch it open. It is difficult, if not impossible, to explain to my friends and family what intrigues me about Berlin. Berlin captured me in ways other European cities I visited did not. I guess it's more of an unconscious sensibility I have about this place, than a full understanding of it's allure or it's potential as a city I might like to live in. I must come back so that I can properly identify the pull it has on me. For
one thing,
there is just so much I have yet to see and learn about this place. Yes, Amsterdam is very livable, a great place to work, ride and raise a family if I had one. Prague is certainly a city to visit for the arts, opera and ballet, for the shopping and the romance at Christmas time, but not a city for me to live in. Berlin has an ineffable romantic appeal for the young, intelligent, unmarried and childless creative professional.
Economically speaking, Berlin is a great place to enjoy the social pleasures and consumer indulgences of a high middle class single person making working class wages. The city is full of young people (many internationals), attracted to the low rents, the struggling, cutting edge arts and nuances of a city once divided. It's a place where people turn to hip cultural trends in the shadow of city glamour that never arrives in full form. It is an intellectual city, deep in philosophic traditions (see the historical Humboldt Universitaet) and influences of the the critical theorists. Speaking of such, here I am standing with two of those "influences" at the Marx-Engels Forum, located on Karl-Liebknecht-Strasse and Spandauer Strasse in the Mitte. There is what seems to be a noticable bit of a"critical distance" in almost every German I have ever met and maybe it has influenced what I have observed about German men in particular –– their two sides. (NOTE: this is my experience; I am not making any claims to all German men of course). But does anyone else notice how some German guys have both a scrupulous, sometimes abrasive, mysterious exterior and a gentle loving and daring interior? Is it this simple ambiguity, or enchanting duality rather, that attracts me so to German men?

Anyway, coming from the working class that I do, there is a comfort knowing that the people walking around the streets in their fancy coats and shoes have worked hard, and earned their right to look good in their high fashions. Berliners do work hard and long hours, until 7 or later then out to eat by 8:00. And they eat well, REALLY well, in a city where tapas and turkish abound. Then it's out to the clubs till 3:00 or later. What they say in the guidebooks about this lifestyle is true! (As for me I went out three weeknights in a row with my hardworking friend Norman). The Jazz Fest was in full swing during my stay in Berlin so I caught one local jazz group at a place called Zosch located in an attractive stone cellar
in Berlin-Mitte Tucholskystr. 30. Another night, we stayed out very late to see the Puppet Mastaz at Club Maria, a great puppet hip hop group - Aweseome! OH! And I must again mention Iva Nova, my heroins of Slovenian Folk Punk from St. Petersburg, Russia.
And also pictured here is the Volks-Buhne (People's Theatre) on Rosa-Luxemburg Strasse. This is a great area for arts and music, where further down the street is the Babylon which hosts the annual Jazz Fest and other great theatrical, film and music venues...

But the hard truth about Berlin, in a country suffering from high unemployment, is that it's financially bankrupt, so it does not attract the volume or variety of business needed to build a sound city infrastructure and sustainlable economic base. Instead, it thrives on on the influx of young and aspiring creatives that keep it alive through it's vibrant multi-media, communications and service industries -- Yet the good news is it's a great place for writers, photographers, and designers in the multi-media and communication fields. So I'm still rooting for you Berlin!
And you have my full attention!




Go Berlin!

07 January 2007

Pathetic In Dresden





(Back to logging my European trip. NOTE: I am changing course by jumping ahead to my stay in Dresden, It's not sweet. I'll return to Berlin next time.)

After parting from Sascha and Norman, the rest of my one night in Dresden was spent alone laughing and talking at myself in the Mondpalast Hostel , plugged to a laptop spinning out Dresden Dolls, wondering if it was the passion of love or passion of loss that brought me to this awesome, yet pathetic place in time. All I could do this night was exit my body and ask myself the following:

What about this deep red curtain? The winding snake on the wall? The drink in your hand? Could it be disturbing that you are here on a cold rainy November night, with Hydra circling your head, facing a blood-red curtain in a funky Dresden hostel on Louisenstrasse, drinking a Brandenburger dunkler bock?

What is this trip really about? Is it about the fear of facing the unknown, the unfamiliar, of facing yourself and the curtain that divides knowledge from imagination?

What's on the other side of that red curtain? Why does Hydra hiss at you that way?
Wait! Can you hear her? "….. Shhh!" She says, "….. lissssten to your heart, lissssten to your mind. Do not divide so much your heart from your head. Why do you lead your life with the passion of an emotional reptile....ssshhh....feel less and keep your head dear girl."

The red curtain, the iron veil, the hissing red tongue, the red hot blood of Hydra's severed heads. Are you not tired of the Herculean blows? More at odds with yourself than anything else... ha ha... hiss... hiss.

Where was the Dresden friend who could have shown me around this dirty pit of a city? He would have pointed out the beauty I was missing: maybe at the train station; the wonderful bike trail along the bank of the Elbe; the bridges; the Opera House; in the clean Alstadt with the scary crows and the refurbished history. But that has all been tainted somehow. I must return someday under different circumstances.

02 January 2007

Christmas in Florida


Christmas in Florida? I don't recommend it unless, like me, you enjoy winter sports and are experiencing a serious lack of precipi-
tation. In that case, you might consider taking a week to visit your mom in her retirement community and go saltwater diving in the

Gulf of Mexico; or spend a late night carousing around St. Petersburg with boys in pink shirts and visit the Dali Museum the next day; or spot a Sasquatch while 'shrooming in the cow fields of Gainsville, Florida. And if you are silly-headed enough to drive over 3,000 miles to Florida and back, be sure to stop for some fireworks before reaching NYC for New Year's Eve. By the time you return to Vermont, you may be lucky to find some white-capped mountains to welcome you home.